Will it turn out the way i wan?

2006-03-29T12:46:00.000+08:00

finally i come to blog.haha. sick so never go out and stay at home. this few weeks have been going to chalets. haha. THANKS EVEY1 for the bday presents. almost all my present are from puma. haha. starting sch in 2 weeks time. very fast my holiday will end le. hai. nothing much to update. ha.

change my blog le. wan to find a chance to do my own blog when i have time to go learn from jannah. haha

jannah free send me the all the photos we took at the chalet to me k?. haha.

2005-11-02T13:55:00.000+08:00

my days have been going to school, working and going out. nothing much. yesterday wen out with dar. we wen to marina squ to walk walk. then we ate the PARIS. haha. food there not really nice but the size is big. oyster and prawn v big wor. my fav is prawn. haha.the oyster big till we ate ;ike going to vomit. then wen shop and get bracelet and anklets. haha. wen town to shp. dar v happy wor. get a ripcurl pants, a topshop jeans, a tpshop t-shirt, nike t-shirt, jackets, necklaces. me only have a slipper which is v cheap. haha. but never mind la. i oso have nthing to buy. finally pay my hp bills. haha. few mth never pay le, luckily they never cut my line. hee.
school have been ok but having testing for the coming weeks. today never work to study. today also dar first day to work. hope that she will like it. meeting her later. tmr need to work with some1 i dont like(BEN).omg how am i going to survive tmr. haiz. close with him somemore. haiz. hope there are who can save me.
ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS.

2005-09-30T20:10:00.000+08:00

hello people... i am back. ha. today went to work as usually. i wen for blood donation today. haha. i am so damn scared abt the needle. luckily it is not really v pain. hee. then actually my whole fila ppl wan go wan expect the lincoln. ha. only he is a man but dont act like a man. the gals in the fila all went. haha. but we force him go.and he wen. in the ned, only he n me donated blood. ha. cause one of them underweight and the other wan is having a cough. i also have cough but they never say cant lei. haha. first time wor. i am really scard. hee. yesterday wen to buy ipod nano. hee. finally have my mp3. same too her too. i have black and she has white. haha. my heart a bit hurt la. a bit x. going back sch on mon. hais. i scared wor. sob. but got to. nothing much. take care.
picture of my nano...

2005-08-25T11:54:00.000+08:00

will this few days have been working and skiping class. cause sleep very late at nite. morning woke up no mood to go sch le. haha. 4 days class i go 1 day only. haha. things have been already la juz that i feel v tired. anyway some1 lost my 6260 ar. haha. but ok la since i am getting a new phone soon.haha. i just wanna quit and relax my days. this few days i have feeling feverish and cold.the night before dont kow y i am so cold when never on air con or fan, i wore a jacket and cover blanket. haha. think of it is so funny. ever seen ppl wear jackest sleep? haha. my mum also cute wor. today at 5 plus wake me up to eat bird nest? i am still blur blur y she ask me eat at this type of timing. haha. i knw she cares. hope my throat will get better soon PLUS my cough. ha.later gtg wor @HBF. yeah. i prefer here than TM or IMM lor. send me so far to work. haiz.

2005-08-18T11:47:00.000+08:00

yeah.... firstly i am happy because have end my TESTS le = no more stress le. i can enjoy myself. in the morning i woke up n dreamt of PAstor. so say a little prayer for him. hope he will be all rite. anyway life have been okay la. just work a bit tiring. wen library to place hold 3 books for next sem stuff. but see the books i think i borrow 1 can le. cause i think if i take all 3 it weight abt 3kg ba. how am i going to carry? ha. anyway i guess i wont be so hardworking to read. and the books so thick how to carry out. i decide to set aside some money. the following is my plan(for the 3 mths)
Big Baby-$600
mum-$350
Bills-$350
phone-$300
saving-$500
total-$2100
*hope i can achieve it.=)
anyway i am annoyed by one of my friends. i think she is really so unreasonable. dont wanna reply to her msg anymore. haiz. wat she doing is ruining our friendship man. i am disapointed with her. haiz. sch ending in the mths of sept. soon wor. going to sch is juz to enjoy myself. haha. plus a bit studies la. hee.
later going parco to find my bb. hee. then help her do things. class today i slack like hell. haha. Jing teaches me wan.
my antomoy UT get A wor. so shock when i see it. i refresh to double confirm it. haha
in the morning when i took a bs, i saw a accident. on the pool there was a pool of blood. i was numb upon seeing it. then i told myself that i need to get use to see them as in future i will be dealing with them cause i wanna work at Forensic Science centre. haha. excited man. hee.

miss my Bb..hee.

2005-08-16T11:25:00.000+08:00

since long i blog... NDP pass le. I took part in that, doing the handsign. haha. any ppl see me??hee. anyway wen to watch bewitched. not bad la. then stomach suddenly cramp till i cant stand straight. wait cab for awhile but the journey is abit long ar. haha. got 1 day MC .. no need go do test. yeah. working in fila life still not good wor. haiz. I WAITING FOR THE TIME THAT I CAN QUIT... *sorry shuping waiting for sept month cause it will be a fun mth. i can get a new hp... go chalet.. holiday... work more=more money... haha. excited wor. everyday keep thiking of the motorola E68Oi.....haha. but the brand make me consider buying nt.. i still prefer NOKIA la. i not a brand-person k? it just that i think i am used to nokia stuff and it software is better. haha. i think i shld give a try to change my mindset ba.

*really miss time my friends are with me. i miss them lots. I know things wont be the same as every1 is busy with their own stuffs. just hope to meet up soon.

2005-07-29T15:36:00.000+08:00

i have been working at fila and i HATE the system there. i signing 3 mth contract with them. hai counting down to oct where it ends. hai. i am tired everyday. miss my past day where i am so free. wont be free. hai. take care people.

2005-07-07T18:46:00.000+08:00

today is thur. anatomy again. i dont like it. it is the understanding of human body. haiz. so many things to learn and i as usual i am blur. ha. then the fac ask me to present a slide which i am not so sure. i was like me? why me? argh..... but got to present la. lucky there got information to help me. hee. not so bad. well my tan skin is starting to peel. haha. it is so red. hee. mum say wanna move to jurong. stay near aunt. hai. she say like for how many donkey years le? i think wait till she move i will move first. cant she juz harden her heart and do a quick decision. then everywan will be happier. we will have wat we wan. my sis n i wan a pink room/ colourful room. then bro wan blue. then my mum insisted that seem 3 room flat look small, we shld paint white to look bigger. cant stand her. lucky not her fav color red. haha. the all air con. hai. i only listen. doubt she will reall move within this 5 yrs. hai. then nothing muh la. getting moody. feel like no life. go sch, study. slep eat. nothing special things to do. haha. how to obtain more happiness??? where to find? it juz like i have been doing the same thing whole year round and nothing excite me. ha.

2005-07-05T11:58:00.000+08:00

wen to sun tan yesterday @ sentosa. i have gotta my sentosa card. haha. then i was not tan but red. haha. wen to watch a war like world. it is really nice. so ppl go watch k? having test soon agian. bored and stress again. haiz. nthing much le.

2005-06-28T13:26:00.000+08:00

well i start sch le. waiting for the fac to come. nothing much. just have losa of test coming up. one week no test then start the war again le. hai. ate a cake by four leave. wow nice. chocolate. yummmy. then wen eat fish n co that day.my osyster, the seafood platter. wow wow wow. my fav. then wen home early that day. today eating jack place with my sis. hee. she pay. haha. free food wor. i wan eat steak. so long never eat le. my slivary dripping. hee. class still the same.hope sec sem dont chage class. sob. need to know new ppl again. i dont like that .
that thur wen eat wif v v, jannah, christine jing at seoul garden. haha. enjoy myself n i bought a jeans. hee. christine is the bday gal that day. haha. bought her a cute bear.

i like eat seafood esp PRAWN. see the table of prawn. i ate them all by myself. haha. i am a prawn eater. treat me eat prawn k?

2005-06-19T16:27:00.000+08:00

well wen ntuc wif mum. saw lotsa of my pri sch classmate. n some sec. well i guess the pri sch classmate really change lots. i think they dont really me le. i was staring at him. then seeing him change lot n i was like numb. standing there looking at his action. i bought some stuff for myself n all the things are so heavy. me n mum carry lor. sob.

really hope that wat she say, she will do it. i noe it is hard but i juz hope to have a new family where everyone will be happen with our life. hoping to be able move hse.

2005-06-16T20:56:00.000+08:00

Y wld a woman wan to cling on to something that will make her unhappy and sad. Pride? scared of lossing face? the children? hoping miracle will happen, things will be better? or love? many reasons. guess that i am not that person so i dont noe the reason. getting sick soon. studying. hope to score better grade than last test. not in mood to study.never meet shuping today.
juz hate the person lotsssssssssssss. just really hope that God will take him away from our lifes. guess i cant curse him. if i had the power i will kill him first. no use ppl should not be in this world. Guess God wan to put me thru this. i hope i can. hee. anyway i am performing in NDP. i am sighing the pledge and 1 spore songs. haha. really like it.
i wld like to take up lip reading class.. any ppl know where i can take? plz tell me by tagging or sms me k? thanks. if the price is to x, i guess forget it. hee. i am v broke. I am a rich gal. God called us not to everytime say we are poor but we are rich. ha. That all.

2005-06-10T23:28:00.000+08:00

hai feel so bad. cause her cant get the hut that she wan during her birthday. hai. feeel moody now. yesterday get my visa mini and today wen to link it. outside is hot. really hope that i can get the hut for hut. haiz. ppl cancel their booking k? let me have it. i guess it is impossible. haiz. anway i am bored at home. study study eat eat sleep sleep. that is my holiday life. ppl ask me out plz. i going crazy to stay at home staring at my lappy n books. i wan LIFE.
cant find a job so ya. broke. i wan to scream out. AAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrGGGGGGGGGGGGggggggggggHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhh.
who cares? Nobody.
i am a loner.
Mr lonely is delicate to me.
i am the lonely person.

2005-06-07T23:22:00.000+08:00

IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE DEEPLY.. NVR LEAVE TAT PERSON.. U'LL NVR NOE WHEN U'LL NEED HIM/HER BACK IN YOUR LIFE AGAIN.. TREASURE YOUR LOVED ONCE.. YOU'LL NVR NOE IF YOUR RELATIONSHIP WIF YOUR PARTNER WOULD ACTUALLY MEAN A LIFE TO HIM..

2005-05-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

holiday in 1 weeks time but still jobless..haiz. i am tired.

Walking to something i cant see the light.
clinging on to the side
dont wanna move
but time is pushing me down
i am scared
i dont noe what to do
stay where i am.

2005-05-25T10:23:00.000+08:00

Wed no classs. stay at home so bored. no ppl go out with me. maybe meeting glynis. She call me yesterday and ask me meet her. wondering wat wrong..hrmmm. all the test come to an end le onli got biochem retest but they never say wen.hope they dont last min say this week or next week. i need time to preare lor. i need a job badly!!!! but i can onl work 4 2 weeks coz i have 3 weeeks but 1 week is to study 4 my test. once i start sch the following week i have 3 tests. haiz. stress again.
erm my life hve been simply. go sch. go home. watch tv, sleep, study. Taa daa. that all. i seem to have a boring life man. hee. think 1 weeks more to my holiday. finding job this sat.
all the best to me. hee.
God Bless

Both of us need one another a lot
i dont wanna to leave ya
neither do u
therefore let us continue to walk toward our
DREAMLAND-holding hands-

2005-05-16T13:48:00.000+08:00

erm my today test still ok la. easier than last week wan. feel good to know how to do. wed my sch family is going for the talk. ha. hardly we all meet n go out. here is a good chance but i cant spend time with my mummy.. sorry. hee. really hardly meet her n ppl say i never meet her for 24 hours. sorry la. i really busy this few weeks. after my test i will be more relax then i will meet u more k? i promise.ha. nothing much. ppl take care

2005-05-14T18:25:00.000+08:00

hai. i have been v stress... really scared that i cant perform well for my test. dont noe y suddenly feel scared abt it? am i addind stress to myself. really dont have other time to do or meet people. everyday sch , study, home. sleep, eat. i am going crazy le. next week 3 test . haiz. going to study till crazy le. hope to end quickly n can have a bit relaxation then. no time to bring sis to church or give her b.s . have to wait till i end my test. am i bad at managing my time???ermmmm... maybe i am. ha. have lot of time but dont noe go where le. shld be spend to walk here n there at home to see what people doing n eating. ha. long time never go church le. i wan go back but something is holding me back which make me uncomfortable n make me think whether i shld go a not. well thinking back to all the sinful thing that i had done in my pri/ sec days. i really hate myself. feel so sinful n it was GOD that bring me out of the darkness of my life and make me who i am ddoing. thanks GOD. i love ya.but haiz. dont noe what to sa le. i really hope to get a better grade. so long never meet my sec sch frienz n shuping. well.. everyone got their own things. miss u ppl. muack..all the best to u all. shuping u too.. tc.

sometime really hate to face what i have done in the past but all i can do is overcome it and stayhappy. =)
miss mummy lotsa n love u plenty

2005-05-05T15:02:00.000+08:00

time pass fast man. study study play. haiz.my life not balance wor.people now mostly holiday then i stduy. haha. going to give my sister bible study wor. excited. seen long i given ppl bible study. now sometime she will talk to me abt god. ha. hope that i have the wisdom to ans her questions.hee. and my study wont be so stress. sometime i wonder whether is it i stress myself or i really lagging back. hai
ppl start work le. hardly can meet her but still ok.ha. hope 2 see u son. take care

2005-04-22T12:42:00.000+08:00

hello people.. start sch has been a bit stress. everyday science science. haiz. then end late. miss my holiay day come quickly. haha. nothing much la. need to do a professional profiling. interview people. write 1000 plus words report. help ar. ha. k la gtg. miss everyone.

countdown to the big day--> 4 days..

one year may seem long
one year may seem short
hope to continue it

2005-04-16T11:37:00.000+08:00

mon starting sch..haiz. not in a mood to go sch wor. really miss my holiday time. nothing much. the trip to bankok is ok la. ha. dont wan go sch.. help me. ha.

2005-03-31T02:34:00.000+08:00

hey hey.. my last day of work. ha. well i will be going to bankok on the 8 april.haha. earn my sweat money n easily use it .hee. ok gtg. byeeee.

2005-03-24T11:25:00.000+08:00

i am 19 already..haha. thanx ppl for the msg. heex. wen out to eat with my family in the morning den wen to shop alone at city link. so sad. have to be alone on my birthday. wen home took a nap n meet dar. well actually we wan to celebrate but suddenly she need to work. haiz. so no choice. eat at billy bombers. not really nice. then wen shop n wen home. a short n sweet birthday. ha. console myself. hee. bye
worried for my advance theory.

2005-03-23T02:10:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to myself. haha. well wen out wif joyce irmah glynis n winnie. have lots of fun while eating at nydc. i feel that i dont really have to spend my birthday with lots of ppl. i would like to spend my birthday with the ones that i tresure. ha. thanx irmah for the me2u bear. in the early afternoon, wen to watch movie wif jannah huijing n joanna. ha. son of the mask. a v funny show. the baby is so cute that how i wish i have it. then aft that we wen separate ways. my dear christine never come. ha. vivian n devi too. so never take neo print. haiz. took neo print with joyce glynis winnie..haha. then wen walk walk a while n irmah shoe is spoilt.ha. jean call n ya...haiz dont really like. i noe she care but ya. a bit piss off but since is my big day i dont really get angry.birthady spending at airport ba. now at here nothing to do. so bored. somemore i am alooneee.. my dar dar sleeping. haiz. no wan to talk to. ok la. enjoy my day... ppl who haven buy me present must go buy k? ha. thanks.
good night.

2005-03-18T19:27:00.000+08:00

5 more days to my birthday wor..so u ppl got to start saving n buy present for me k? haha.. well really busy... becoz of my work n sleeping. today wen sch for talk n wen out wif my sch family. had KFC.wahaha....going to work later. haiz. dont noe wat to bring there eat.. bored. jean call ask me work but huh.. ya. wan to get pay quickly n shop. hee. ok thinking of how to do my project. who to interview????? ermmmmm..... stress.... so many choice.
ok update the next time...

2005-03-13T21:31:00.000+08:00

nothing much this few days. working at the airport from 11 pm to 7 am. my days seem funny..wahaha. go home sleep le den go work. neglecting lot of things. miss my afternoon . ha. tml going sch..haiz dont noe wat to wear...haha. take care ppl.

2005-02-25T09:58:00.000+08:00

well apparently i was woke up by my sister around 8 plus. she said ppl are going to commit sucide. oh man. i dont wanna look. Then she say the smoke and took me is there is fire and the man is trying to be save. i immediately wake up and look out. oh.. the man was still out the kitchen window. the black smoke. he was trying to jump down from the 3 storey with the helps of some people. they put matress on the floor but i think the man is scared so he never jump. oh if i were him, i oso dont dare jump. it took a while for the firemen to came. not sure whether people inform them earlier a not. sometimee people jus stand there and look n never call the police. i ws shock. nothing of this thing happen at our hse here before. i stand there and see the suitution.They arrive and save the man. there were lot of shouting. the command by the higher rank firemen. i saw a little gal who was help to direct the firemen. courage of her. then they were sa busy.running to find the water source. i was thinking if i were choose to be a firemen, it seem fun and at the same time i can save people. but need to run fast and i think it is really stressful.then it was quiet down when the man is save. sis said the man hand both is wrap. oh.. so serious ar.haiz. saw an old man helping the firemen. i was touch. seeing the old man run, helping while i was standing here watch... Tears drop. ha. i am jus emotional ba. then wen to wash-up. then my mum say there is people die in the fire. i dont really think so as i thought it was juz a small fire... but i was wrong. wen my mum came back, she told me the fire had kill 2 ppl. And her friend told her so people saw that there were people in the hse running around the hse and the. fire start from the front to the back. it was a very big fire in the front. my dad call n saw he heared the news reporting it. ohh... it say 2 ppl die in this fire. lifes is fragile.. therefore ppl plz loved the ones that u are having now. console to the family. abit down now. haiz. never expect this thing to happen. never wen sch today. if i wen sch i wont be able t see this. now the firemen still there. later going to chinatown make my new spec. yeah... dar mus be still sleeping. ok la, need to go study..bye.. take care ppl.

2005-02-04T14:56:00.000+08:00

yeah.. today last day at sch. oh man. so hard the science.. wat a stupid guy wan to do a glowing rose to his girlfriend . well if any wan were to do it for me.wahahah. sure love u lotz. dear see this?haha. ok. later i think going to chinatown with friends.haha. haiz. so long never see dar. miss ya. hope my holiday can spend more time with her. need to study hard. haha. i wan go clubbing.hee. dar wan go? ermmm. starting sch soon. hope u will really study hard. no need u to yang wo lor. i really wan to see u study hard. kk?
ok got to enjoy my this holiday. need to work fri sat sun..haiz. need money so ya.haha
ppl take care

2005-02-03T15:17:00.000+08:00

well.. today is thur. stress day. need to learn A math. haiz. dont noe la. den eric teach me.. ermmm..haha. ok la.still able to understand at least. haha. dont noe dar know how to do not.haha. ermm. yesterday wen church. wen enjoy myself. learn that some music is really against God. i must not listen. then xiaoling, chai wen sis pierce the tongue and she say it really give her a diffculities to talk. tell dar. she wont listen to me. every time she ar. haiz. i say wat she oso dont wan listen. haiz haiz. let her do it lor. wat can i do. ppl dont let care abt me.-sob- y? i wan the best for her lor. not as if i dont wan.haiz. my bad temper is better le la. haha. now not so easy pek chek. hope it will get better. tml will be last day of sch. yeah. now i like to read detective books.ha.i wan work in the forensic.haha. solve crime. well later going to library to borrow more books.wahahaaha. i am a NERD. haha. hope i will make use of my coming holiday. work hard, play hard. take my advance theory. did i mention before? reading the book yesterday.. oh.. so thick n hard to understand. haiz. i wan to buy bike..plz hope that i can save the money.haha.

2005-02-01T13:45:00.000+08:00

never wen sch yesterday. ha. she meet me in the morning den pei me go see doc. she so tired coz she wen changi to see ghost but in the end never.ha. the queue at the ployclinic is damn long. haiz. den wen to her hse to sleep till noon. study sci a bit den i cook noodle for her wor.haha. first time wor. hee. den wen to take my final theory.hee. my bike. haiz. i need to go balanec myself on the bike. ohh. it is damn hard for me. i cant ride a bicycle. haiz. shuld i take bike? need to save money for my pratical n buying the bike. haha.how? ppl help me. den wen to eat V8. haha. i treat her. first time too. she act shy.. ohh..haaha. cute ar. love ya. joyce birthay. plan to go out on the fri.haha. but dont noe where?ha. well this week end i will be having one week holiday. yeah.. got to spend more time with dar. haha. ok nothing much.. gtg..bye..

love the time i am with u
sorry for my bad temper this few day
hard on u
hope it wont last long
love lotz

2005-01-30T19:43:00.000+08:00

MOOD SWING. it is bad. haiz. dont noe wat happen. bought a skirt. no ppl shop with me i shop alone lor. fineee. waste alot of money today.wahaha. buy somethings la. hee. need to study le. tml really dont feel like going sch but she keep insisting to go.haiz. plz let me dont go can? i am almost done with my new year shopping. i am broke. that all i can say. i am thinking too much ba. haiz. feel so down..haiz. i am scared..ha. joyce birthday coming soon. dont noe wat to get her. any suggestion???i wan to design a shirt for the 3 of us. but ya. pploe my designing.wahahaa. damn ugly. u sure u wan me to?hee. feel good to be heartbrken...??? ask shuping. she known it too well.ha. dont beat me ar. hope that i can be as strong as her. haha. all the best to ur work. hope u work well n treat ur best friend eat k? so long never go v8 le. haiz. miss that time. happy joking around. y am i so bad temper? ha. ask God. he know me so well...
break break
ok gtg le. study bought wong li hong cd coz somewan sa nice. now listening. ok la. using the usher music n sing. not really creative wor. i wan xiao pig cd.wahaha. i like that song. hee. shuping.. send me. ha. long time never blogs so long le. ha. looking forward to new year, valentines day and MY BIG DAY. haha. take care ppl. see ya. dont miss me much

2005-01-28T17:31:00.000+08:00

wahaha.. i decide to change my blog again. this few day i am easily piss off. juz like today. wanted to buy my bus stamp. reach bukit merah but it is close so i decide to go tiong bahua. wen reach there, the office is doing some stupid maintence. walau. i try so far do some more i was carrying like 2 thicks books, my lappy n the charger. a lot of things lor. damn piss off with it la. dont noe wen got time to go buy la. tml got work with dear dear. haha... oso have to study my science. so .ong never go church.. how? sorry. ok la. got to get to work le.haiz. one more weeks to my holiday. heex. my cough still not recover.wahaha. i am broke. haha. dont noe where my money go.haha. think wan to work more to buy things.

2005-01-21T11:33:00.000+08:00

happy hari raya haji... well at home studying now. glynis n joyce go sentosa.. i wanted to go but nee to study..haiz... sunny man . good day to tan but i cant. have a scary nightmare. a guy came to a gal toilet n he was a crazy guy. lazy to type. haha. i have idea to do the photo thingy le.haha. ok nothing much le. haiz.i feeling is juz not there. no mood... =(

2005-01-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

yeah.. tml no sch..haha. plan to study at home den in the noon go do account. i better le. thank for everyone concern.haha. ok gtg study hard hard le. take care ppl.

2005-01-18T16:52:00.000+08:00

well.. on the sun wen to cut my hair.ohh... so short can i thught 3 inch is like abit never think that it is so much.haiz. ok la. still like it. den today sick again down wif fever AGAIN? wat wrong with me.. last week juz sick den this week sick again...am i ok?haha. i am a weak gal.hee. maybe stress with my sch work. or because of the food i ate.haha. well i admit i add some foodthat i am not suppose to eat..haha...some ppl say dont wan me wor if i dont promise her to take care...hee. well chinese new year around the corner.hee. mum today say she will ive me money buy clothes..hee. hardly wor. test today hope to do well. hee. ok la. ppl there take care.

God is suppose give me words to write to ms tan. but tilll now i dont even have the words to write. sun is coming. i noe i shldn't be limiting GOd but................. haiz.God where u? I noe what u wan. but i am sorry.... i really cant do it. i noe u are a gentle man, u wont force me but i noe u have ur limit and the love for me... God all i can say is thank for the love n grace u have shower upon my lifes all this while. thank u. i will continue to seek u... plz mus strength me... amen...

2005-01-14T13:23:00.000+08:00

yeah..today is fri. last day of sch. is a bit slack nothing much to do expect THINKING..haiz. i give up trying to go the site le. last nite have been hacking into someone website but still cant get the password. in the morning wake up... suddenly a thought came to my mind. y am i doing all this?y i do things and eventually reading feel hurt.Y do things to hurt myself?haiz ok lor. feel sad for lisa =( haiz u take care yea? well shuping finally talk to me. that is good. arghhhh.. my cough.. it haven recover and i am coghig like hell. i cant stand it le la. i wan to recover den can eat chicken..yummmyy. yest wen watch meet the fockers. well a funny show afterall. nothing much la. we both need to SAVE money..hee. den tml i think i will work la. need bad so got to work hard to earn. haiz. tue VB.. i scared wor. like never learnt anything. coding i oso dont noe.haiz. help help. ms tan wan talk to me. she wan scold me ar? hope not wor.haha. new year coming soon.. heex. school days have been the same whle week.. yest dont noe y during the presentation i am soooo nervous abt it. i am stummbling wor.haha.. ok la. gtg. nothin le. ppl take care as weather is bad. wan to move out asap..

loving my dear dear

2005-01-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

today is 12 jan... wed... this few days is sick wif a heavy coughing and fever..haiz. it have been like 5 or 6 days..i wan to recover soon. but wif the temptation of nice food outside like the xxl chicken. wahahaha. deep fried food. today vb ok la. get to learn new things. well tml meeting my dear dear..haha..cool... any wan got suggestion where to go?haiz. headache. tml deal wif science. hear that it is hard.. hope i can handle. nothing much la. hope to get well soon so i can eat the food i wan. ha. den oso wan to SAVE many many money... haha.. hope our dream will come true.
shuping is angry wif me.. she dont wan to talk to me..haiz.. i sick that day lor..really cant go out la. sorry.. =( msg me la.

love ya...

2005-01-10T13:43:00.000+08:00

haha.. A new year started... it has been since long i updated.haha... thie new year resolution is to save lotz of money n wen grow up..have a new hse with my dear dear.. looking forward to it.. ihave been coughing badly.. wen to see doc n i have 2 days mc.whahaa. tml have basic science test.. need to study hard. i wan to be a good student.wahaha. nothing much la... really busy and dont really spend my time useful.haiz. like this new blog??haha. tag me k? den my birthday..wahahaha.. holiday tooo..can go overseas???~smile~

miss dear dear... love u..
rem wat u say yesterday wor..
or i will KILL u..
wahahaha

2004-12-28T23:13:00.000+08:00

well.. having been working this few weeks. need to earn money..hee. buy a new phone.wahahah. i so happy. really tired everyday but got to work.haiz. school starting soon wor.haiz. need to go back to the boring environment but on the other hand can see my friends..heehee. well i really broke le even though take pay.haha. need to work more!!
wen school on mon to study. at least i have study a bit for my enterprise and cognitive.. but my science..haiz.. no hope. need to be more hardworking already.hee. i think who will lend me their hse as a quiet place to study????haha. at home i cant concentrate wor.wahahaa. see la. i think need to go library to borrow books to study le.hee. hope that i will study hard.hee. ok gtg.. brb..ppl take care.

2004-12-11T01:52:00.000+08:00

wahaahahaha. i am happy.. i am a honoured person.heeeeeeee. haha. tired as i work today. tml joyce wedding. shuping not going.haiz.

2004-12-08T10:34:00.000+08:00

well work yesterday. i am sick.ahaha.running nose n my throat...argh...haha

2004-12-03T09:36:00.000+08:00

heyhey.. here to update my blog or else ppl say me. yesterday wen bugis den raining. so i wen some where to buy some thing. there was a scary guy. he put his hand behnid me as i was like stare at him n he say sorry n wen off.haha. tired of doing the thing but i will try to finish it by christmas.hee. wen today irmah birthday ..HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. tonite go checky monkies..whahaaha. den ya. i broke le.haiz. today not many ppl come class. hope to end soon. wan to go home do the thig. i am looking forward to see the finish product.wahhaa. den nothing much le.holiday coming.wahahaa. wan to work hard n earning money. i wan buy new phone. anyone will buy this for me??christmas present...hehe. lisa birthday coming...
7 days more.wahahaha. no money to buy her present..too bad. shuping wan to quit sch..haiz.
dont noe. life is bit messy.but as long as i happy.. can le.hee.

2004-11-30T17:29:00.000+08:00

tue..yup. finish my vb test.is a bit hard hope to pass with a C.haha. well nothing much. fri is the last day le.yeah. holiday. fri is irmah birthday...den wed seck wang n melvin opening bbq, i dont noe can go not coz thur i have test.haiz. i still thinking. ok gtg study for thur le. all the best. someone finish her exam le. shld be happy le hor.wahahaha. ok bye. update next time.

2004-11-24T14:59:00.000+08:00

now having VB. boring. this fac well nothing to say abt her. she is bad!!!!.. help. need someone to teach me vb. tue having test and there is so many things to do.haiz. today need to go home early.. auntie coming.haha. well tml need to study.haiz. i am stress. broke le. hp bill x and church camp fee. haiz. who will give me money.haha. jannah birthdat today. she is so touch. we celebrate her birthday as a whole class. cool.. haha. eat a nice cake.haha. nothing much le. a few more days..ermmm..ya. ha. u n me noe...shhhhh. dont tell ppl.wahaha.
my classmate i am crazy since i came back from my trip.haha. i keep laughing.hee
lazy to type. i feel i no freedom. this cant do that cant do. now really hate to go home.
i wan to move out.haha
no money. who wanna yang wo???haha

miss someone.haha. i am tired... i wan sleep.hee
8 more days to my holiday.whoooooo.haha
see u soon.

2004-11-23T16:15:00.000+08:00

well shall update a bit. now raining. actually wanna go out but someone not free. so ya. i shall go home early n study.haha. tired. tday test so hard.haiz. hope i pass. 2 weeks later i am having holiday.cool. i am happy. hee. nothing much.guess i am having a busy weeks le. haiz. test..
help.haha

missing someone..hee

2004-11-21T21:31:00.000+08:00

i am back.ha. feel good. see the things that i am familar with. but tired. have to study for test.haiz. tue n thur. wish now is holiday. hee. ok nothing much. wanna go do work le. brb.

2004-11-13T22:55:00.000+08:00

hllo
i am in taiwan
jannah u see this?
have u find my letter on the floor?haha
hai days have been boring for me
i miss u
i wa go back
nothing to do or buy wan not fun at all
haiz
have been eating alot
will grow fat ba
ok gtg
last day i can use online
bye
see u all on the 19 nov

miss u k? smile.. coz i will be there to cheer u up always regards of where u are

2004-11-08T19:09:00.000+08:00

*clap*maggie finally updater her blog.ha. i am down with sore throat.haiz. wanna rest. hee. in 2 days time i will be going to taiwan le. bye.haha. hope by then i recover le. erm.. nthing much. need to go study le.

shuping u take care yea?

hope will be ok de.ha

2004-11-06T17:45:00.000+08:00

things is flashing in my minds.haiz. thinking abt wat shuping say yesterday and other things all that.haha. feel moody.hee. the doll master is not bad. quite scary. noyhing much ba. eat my mac big breakfast finally. i dont feel good this few days. something bad is happening soon.ermmm.hope no ba.haiz. :( :( :( :( :( going to taiwan soon. 4 days more.ha. i am done with the packing le. left some things onli. nothing much. ppl take care.

how i wish i can turn the clock around. to pause at the moments with ya.
-hugs-

maggie plz update ur blog la.haha.

2004-11-05T13:49:00.000+08:00

today is fri le.hee.the day have come. wish sch end early so can meet earlier.hee. gtg. hope i enjoy ba

2004-11-04T17:08:00.000+08:00

blogging time. thur le. tue wen to watch shark tales. not bad. quite funny.then wen to shop shop a while at bugis. finally take neo print.hee. but all v funny wan.ha. like one of them.wed never wen sch.so ya. never study at all lor.haiz. thur class end early. wen to packs my things needed to go taiwan. so fast coming already. hai. i wont be able to see her for around 10 days wor.haha. will miss ya. hee. fri going out.yeah..cool. ok nothing le.hope tml will end early too. then can meet her earlier.hee.

love the time spend wif ya.

2004-11-01T21:19:00.000+08:00

blog blog blog... i have been doing this lot of time today. i was bored.ha. i juz wanna vent my anger?ha. today first time to eat with spenser n eric. ppl say he change le. i dont noe.have some fun. they say christine da jie.. not the age part but the size part. we are bad la huh. dont really have the mood to study.ha. sleeping when the aldrin is talking.haha. cant stand him man. i dont understand a single thing.ha. then stay at sch awhile coz raining outside. msn winnie and tell her lot of things. guess i better le la.but ya.haha. wen to take a nap then woke up. tml got test. all the best to me.hee. on the way home see jeff n wc.haha. both of them good friend man.haha. they are fun ppl to be with.ok gtg..bye...

heart is aching
tears are flowing

2004-11-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

mon.. now having vb. i dont noe wat to do. the fac is making me blur. . well i was glad that i was having holiday during my birthday.yeah. i can go tour. now is to work n save enough money to go.wahaha. life is bored. save save save . when can i spend?ha. raining this feel days.haiz. i wan go home sleep. sleep let me forget everything.wahaha. pig ma. My mind is heavy. things have been coming to my mind. i juz cant concentre. keep thinking abt it.haiz i think no ppl will see this ba.haha..if u see this tag a msg k? u are smart.

Without u in my life is like a pencil without a tip-----pointless

take care...

2004-10-31T23:44:00.000+08:00

everything is ok le
i am sorry not to trust u
i need u
i wan u
i love u
i dont wan anyone or anything
wat i wan is u to be with me
there may be a scar
but it will recover.

2004-10-31T01:15:00.000+08:00

sat is a bad day...

sorry is all i can say. trust u... love u lotz

2004-10-29T16:55:00.000+08:00

fri already.. wait for my mummy to go home. wen today raining..den change group. i am a bit moody la.haha. dont feel like doing anything.haha. still think wanna go find irmah a not.hee. i am lazy.erm.. nothing much to say. i bored so come blog a while. ermm. ok
end here.
tml will be a fun day
hee
take care n study/work hard

2004-10-28T19:18:00.000+08:00

erm.. long since i blog. This few days lazy n busy.hee. yesterday never wen sch. so wen out lor. some ppl dye her hair hor.cool.hee. aft looking a long time then i accept it la. wen pp, bugis lor. still got where to go?nothing to blog. i am enjoying my class. hee. keep laughung in class this few day. i think i gonna crazy.wahaha. too bad. then today i lost something in class. wor. i am so piss off can?this is the second time i lost thing in sch can?haiz. but it is juz a pouch, not a x thing. mummy will lent me hers.whooo.nothing le. all the best to ppl who having exam. study hard..shuping in am talking abt u..stop reading go study.haha. have fun with see lisa they all.haha. 180 degree change.wahaha.nah. test on tue. oh so fast there is test le.haiz. tml fri.yea...

miss u..haha.

2004-10-25T20:55:00.000+08:00

ermm. mon. wen to sch as usual. vb again but not v hard.haha. wana go pp but never go.haiz.it ok la.i am a bit crazy today.. thinking of wat jannah had done. i juz wanna laughing.haha. u ar funny...haven do my work but i decide to blog.hee. i feel bad.haiz.
yeah in a few hour time is going to be 26.hee. ppl on msn keep asking me wat 1 days mean.haha.

Time pass.. 6 mths le.ermm.. really fast man.haha. my target is getting nearer.wahaha. juz wanna say i am happy with everything.

2004-10-24T22:04:00.000+08:00

sun wen church as usual.. eating lunch i feel something is missing. i dont noe. juz a feeling ba. then wen bck church. actually wanna go clc but i never.haha. i play with joshua n benji. i made benji cried 3 times wor.haiz. feel so bad. then wen out with my family. at first they say wanna go pp i so happy..but they change to bugis.haiz. wen to have dinner then wen home. now struck at home with the stupid headache.hai. dont feel like going sch tml but have to. i juz eaten a pandol.hope it will works.ok gtg rest le.brb

miss u lot.... see u soon. min while take care yea?-muack-

2004-10-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

well.. today is sat. wen out early in the morning. i was kinda of tired but i still forced myself to wake up. say wanna go gym but end up sleeping. lol. then i wen to do flag day. around city hall.so many are there doing... half way, i am having a terrible headache. i juz dont feel like doing then wen off early. haha. carry joshua today. he is so cute wor. but had a hard time dealing with him man. haha. he cry everytime. dont noe wat he wan.then wen home. my headache going to kill me.haha. eat yam cake for dinner? i am sure later i will be hungry de.haha. wanna go meet her but ppl dont wan. fine lor. wen to sleeeeep..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. dont wanna think.......haiz. shld i go 938 tml?ermm.have to wake up early.i lazy.the youth camp got to change dates again.oh man. trouble. most of the ppl is like going back to sch le. not many ppl can go.haiz. God plz help. hope that more ppl go. tml have to attend meeting abt it but i forgotten abt it. but luckily grace remind me.haha. hai. have to wait till 11 then have my show.haha.

2004-10-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

well.. today is fri. i never wen to sch..haha. i can skip my enterprise. heard that they are going to complain me..whooo. good. he eveytime let us so late go home. i dont like him. i woke up at 9 plus. coz need to go see doc. i was so lazy to wake up. being forced by my mom. doc say maybe i have asthma.. but slight is ok la.haha. a lots of things i have to avoid eating.haiz. watch finish the beatifyl boxer in the noon. took a nap. then wen to me christine as i need to take my charger lor. thanx her a lot.tml need to do flag day. so ppl wanna help find me at ps ok? thanx.

sorry i cant meet u wor. see u tml k? miss u lotz. muack 4 days to it..hee

2004-10-21T08:32:00.000+08:00

nothing to say or to blog

Juz wanna say i love u and miss u.

Take care

5 days more to it

muack

2004-10-20T10:39:00.000+08:00

Yesterday qinqin send me home wor. If u noe, I am not close to her . I was so pai she can? People I don’t really noe send me to Chinatown by her friend.haha. I was so nervous? haha. She treat me eat dim sum too.wahaha. then wen church to have bible study lor.taught by hweeling wor.haha. have fun. Then aft that I wanna go home. But paul, louis.hk.hl,hy they all wanna go have a drink. So go lor. Haha. We chat chat a while then wen home le. Hui yun birthday today wor. Here wish her happy birthday. Maggie they all good lor. Can play.while me struck in sch. She give me morning call wor.haha. I was shocked. Who call me so early?haha. later meeting her..cool. miss ya. Lisa cut hair le hor?ermmm. I wanna see!!!haha. hope to see u soon.take care.

2004-10-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

wen church as usual.ha. i am a bit late.ha. wen to eat cheesecake at sercet recepit.cool. nice. then wen orchard wiith paul n hweeling. long time never go out with them le.haha. they took a very long time to choose a carebear.haha. cant stand paul. he is still the same.haha. i am sleepy man. wanna go sleep but hope u will call me.haha. dont noe. i am thinking of XXX.haiz. miss u wor.actually wanna go pp gaint to buy somthing n check the budget and can go see her.but i was lazy. so ya. wanna see her man but it it like cant lor.so sad. nothing much le. need to go sch tml. bored.haha. ok gtg bye...

missu missu missu missu missu

2004-10-16T08:49:00.000+08:00

Fri class is boring. the fac talk n talk. ask question on every slide.haiz. the lesson end so late.haiz. usually is 330 but he end 430.wanna give him a box man.haha. then wen home asap coz i end around 4 plus n i meeting shuping 630 at orchard. need to rush man.then go orchard walk walk.i get back my basic theory result le. i passed wor.wahhaa. cool. now is the next step.advance le.haha. maggie tan oso pass wor.wahahha. ppl so happy.need to go pp soon.work.haha. ok gtg.bye

see u soon...

thur

2004-10-14T20:28:00.000+08:00

thur. today class cool. can choose my own team members wor.haha. but never get a chnace to work with jannah.haiz. but in my group i have full too.haha. today no need do research or powerpoint.haha. good. tml fri le.yeah. meeting her tml nite. i miss her lot. nothing much la.haha

miss u .. see u soon.

2004-10-13T22:40:00.000+08:00

well class today is making me blur. i dont noe wat i wat i am doing.haiz. he juz make things blur la. talk n talk. so late then end. haiz. but he quite friendly la. ha. then aft class, i rush to her hse. then reach her hse. i was there pratically like 1/2 an hour at her hse yet she dont even noe that i have reach. i was piss off man. i do my quiz n rj lor. since i need to do it. i might as well wait for her to see me and do my work. chat to huijing. then ask chia wen abt the youth camp food things.haha. make use of my time. finally ppl see me huh? haiz. next time dont wanna go her hse la.haha. i am angry.wahahaha.accompany her go eat then go sch.ya. jean bought me a shoe. she say a gift for me.haha. thanx a lot. i not angry le la.haiz. angry oso no use wat. ppl is busy wat.wat to say?...hrmm..ok gtg sleep.haha.

u owe me buffet ar? or else i angry...haha. take care. miss u. see u soon.

2004-10-12T21:55:00.000+08:00

tue.. i have juz finish my sch work. this few days i lazy to update. nthing much. ellis is back. but dont have time to spend with her as sch start le.haiz. ok lor. this few days has been ok for me. juz miss the holiday times. i wan wellace back to teach us science. without him, we are hanging in the air.haiz. miss the times when he taught. now he in tp hope he will be alrite there?haha
ok nothing much le. shld i go tomolo? if go then like meet a while only wor. dont wanna disturb u wor.ermm.haha. but miss u.haiz. i dont noe. i think i will go with my heart ba. if wanna go i will go de. i will go for the mile for u.haha. sch again tml. bored. tml i with jannah wor.yeah. cool. today told weichang i like gals. he is like so stun.wahah. keep asking me true a not. tell them i am a boy wor.wahaha. so funny man. my classmates like my fone wor. one of them having 7610 say she wanna change to my fone. i was like duh? i wan 7610 lor. but no money to buy.haha. in my mind wanna exchange with her.wahaha. joking la. ok gtg.

miss u lot. thinking of u every moment.

2004-10-09T23:31:00.000+08:00

woke up 11 plus. wen to meet magz then we walk far far to pass thing. then we like eat lots of thigs. tuan yuan, ice monster, fried wanton which is free n fries.haha. eat a lot today. then wen work. jean ask me call her coz she wan to help me buy hoe lor.haha. i work free labour at la today wor.haiz. so sad. buy her somethings.haha.then like that lor. nothing much le. last day of my holiday tomolo.haiz. i wont be able to see her so often le. gonna miss her lots man.haiz. we will try lor. message lor.wat to do.

miss u lot love u lot
wo ai ni xiang ni

2004-10-09T01:16:00.000+08:00

well in the morning wen to meet her in the morning. then wen nokia care.maggie..happy la. change phone le.haha. ok i lazy to update. i hope to spend more time wif her as i am going to school soon.haiz. cant spend so much time with her le.haha. today wen to buy ticket to go taiwan. leaving on the 11 nov.cool. i am looking forward to it.

miss u lot lot.

2004-10-07T22:28:00.000+08:00

ok a long day. wake up 10 plus.wen to city hall meet magz coz she need to pass up her sch work. outside color printing is x man.haha. walk here n there to pass her work lor.haiz.tired man. then wen eat long john.full ... i forgotten to wear something with me.haha. i feel so uneasy man. but i lazy to walk home take so ren lor. then wen library..haha. return books.ok i am deciding to cut hair a not.in the eend i go cut lor. i think ok la.but i like the front.haha.wen la to let them see. maggie tan stop laughing.wahahah.then wen meet winnie n joyce.haha. we in the food court.laughing here n there.haha. juz cant stop laughing.haha. i think the 2 of them is like mad. then wen og walk walk.wen home like 8 plus.someone can get her phone back le wor. tml go nokia take for her.haha. u owe me a favour hor?haha. i will remember.sch starting soon. i will be going back to the dull life.haiz. i dont wan.eeeeeeeeeeee. wen to read jannah blog.oh man. so long. i lazy to read le.haha. ok gtg.byeee

miss ya

2004-10-06T23:13:00.000+08:00

erm... finish bathing le. well tn0204 never change. we will be still in the same class.suprise.quite happy at first but think og other reasons then i was like erm... whether it is good or bad to remain the same class.haha. never mind la. today some one cook to eat wor. the food not bad la.haha. juz a bit sweet. i was full man.then she go do work i atch tv lor. the weather is like hot man. i was sweatig like hell with the fan on lor. dont noe y so hot.then wen city hall to meet her friend.then wen bugis walk walk. wen home alone.-sob-on the way, i saw michelle board he bus wor.someone to accompany me.haha. ok nothing much le.tml wen orchard meet winnie n joyce.haha. long time never see them le.hope to have fun.

have a fun day today with u.thanx for the meal. will like to have it again.haha

2004-10-05T01:32:00.000+08:00

mon..haha. wen to her hse there meet her. then wen pp work for her. free labour.ha. then wen nokia care to repair. then msg jannah to change to meet earlier. wen to buy 2 pants.yeah! jannah buy 1 jacket. ok then from jurong east mrt we walk to accer. i am tired n hot. service a while. wen home. eat my lunch. a late lunch. then wen pp to take my shoe. at parco jean call me. then i wen meet her lor. go pp together.ha. well slack at la. jean treat me eat ice cream wor.wahaha. then she insist on sending me home.hahaha. someone bought me something wor. then she now broke le.haha. too bad. ok gtg. tired le. last week of holiday. i will cherish it. esp the time wth her.hee.take care ppl.

miss u. thanx again for it. :)

2004-10-05T00:22:00.000+08:00

2004-10-03T22:50:00.000+08:00

here i am to blog.erm.. i feel empty wor. something is like missing in my heart. dont noe wat wrong wif me today. feel sad lei.i feel emptiness in my heart.maybe i thinking too much le la.haha. well wen church in the morning. dont get much chance to play wif my benji..sad.. aft church wen to work. like that lor.nothing special. bought a pair of shoe..yeah.. need to hide from mom or she will scold me again. tml need to go accer to repair my com..haha. meeting jannah..finally a chance to see her again. i am tired. working keep saying wanna sleep.ha. think i going to sleep soon..hahaha gtg bye.

i wont be walking behind u
i am not following u
i wont be walking in front of u
i am not leading u
i will be walking beside u
i will be there to walk with u

miss u love u thinking of u

2004-10-03T01:48:00.000+08:00

hello..juz came back from fisher. wen with my friends.. lisa sheena jess cui fen magz da sa fiona..haha. almost everyone go lor expect michelle.eat chicken chop.ha. pp la got sale wor.maybe wanna buy new shoe.haha. nothing much le la. wanna go sleep soon. tml need to work.haha. ok.night ppl

2004-10-02T18:58:00.000+08:00

friday..erm..ok. i get myself a new phone.samsung e600..i am a bit sad coz i miss my phone a lot.there is a lots of memories in it.all the sweet sweet msgs.haiz.but i need to change my phone lor.. my phone is so old le.haha.i had a hard time deciding wat phone to get.nokia 6230 or this e600.haha.finally with the help of my boss n friends.i buy that.haha. like the look but not the funtion. not good de.ermmm...haha.but wat to do must like since i buy le.so ya. had my basic theory test.erm..not sure can pass a not but hope can la.e\haha. make someone angry n pek chek with me wor.haha.. i think i moody la then treat her like heck care attitude so ya. I AM SORRY...forgive?haha. but glad ok le la.hee. then wen bishan to eat sake sushi.wahahah. i eat quite much but to me is ok lei.haha. i pig wat. then wen thai express for drinks.hee. cant shop as late le. all shop closing. then wen home lor. on the way i wanna go clake quay see dragon.hehe..childish. then we wen there lor. walk from city hall to there.exercise atfer a full meal.then walk 1 round.ha. she lost her jacket. feel bad for her. that the only jacket she have..haiz. it time to buy new one le.haha. then i insisted to drink.haha. i am a bit crazy la..haha.never wen pubs la. we wen 7-11 buy.haha.then sit at a coffee shop to drink.erm..have fun.both of us is hot...sweat like hell can?haha.. then wen home le lor.. at nite i am like trying to use my hp..ermm...thinking how to "deal" with this thing.haha. make shuping jealous.wahahaha.then cant sleep at nite too. tomach cramp n thinking of someone.hee. finally sleep at 2 plus.haha. enjoy the time spend with her.haha. sat morning ok lor. wake up early.today going to fisher wor.like finally it come.i need to go home at 12 lor.haha. i need to go churc..so ya.haha. i am scared..later i take cab then the uncle drive me to somewhere how?i wanna ppl to pei me home! haha.. joking... family wen JB a while. i hpe the things i wan them to buy will have n will be cheap.hee. i am broke le.haha. still thinking whether i shld get my mp3 player a not? buy le then no money left.haiz..headache..anyway my holiday left with 1 week only..haiz. time pass fast... i dont wan..haha. wen church juz now. talk to pastor.ermm..we will have to deal with a lot of how to.haha. i think there will be lotz of teaching class to it. looking forward to it. but hope it wont clash with my other things... a long run man..haha. ok la. i update finish le. Mon will noe my timetable le..yeah...ya. finish

Lisa: i am oso broke cant contribute t u. too bad. i am XUE hua not XIE hua....get it rite..

Magz: i update le..u lei?oso never update..still call ppl update!haha..go update yea?and ur assignment ar. u go do k?take care

miss ya.... love u plenty -muack-

2004-09-30T11:34:00.000+08:00

yesterday..erm let me refresh..
haha..erm morning go suntan but it is like no sun n still raining..haiz
i am disppointed wif someone..somone say wanna quit smokimg but still smoke again..haiz..well it ur life not mine. wat can i do. hahaha.
then wen work.have fun here n there. lost a $69 bag..hahah.dont noe boss will ask us pay a not.erm... wen pp to go home with michelle..haha.raining the whle day.hahaha. go to sleep. stress! dont noe which phone to buy..haiz. i am v fan lor.haiz. y ppl cant make decision for me?hahaha.coz it my life..ya..hahaha. ok nothing le..

2004-09-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

today wen bukit batok to swim..haha.i dont noe how to swim but ya..go soak water lor. have some fun.haha. sat v few ppl go the bbq. only me n jannah..haiz.hope more ppl will go. actually dont wanna go let. but i say gong to them le so must go. still thinking going fisher a not?ermmm. getting pay soon.my mp3.wahahah. tml need to go work.haiz.stock come.haiz. nothing much le. gtg le.hahah..eggs is coming back..yeah!!! i can get my eggs.wahaha.

miss ya

2004-09-26T12:24:00.000+08:00

sun wen church.was late meeting grace.ha.then ok lor. aft the service wen to bk.we had fun there,wen to see the hp price.haha. i had BOOKS to read.haiz.think since mo no one is free to go out with me. i wil stay at home the whole day to read them.wahaha. hope to finish some.then in the evenng wen to a concert. by Don mOEN ..i dont noe who is he la.haha.but since hweeling ask me go so ya.ha.ok la. aft the concert h l and h h wan to go eat.haiz.i on diet. but they wan me go so ok lor. then they say go the front of the national library there, there a food court. but when wen reach there it is under renvention...haiz.thought maybe we can try our luck on the long john but it is close.well.. then we wen 7-11 to buy instant noodle to eat. this is my first time wor.ha. we wen to the bus stop there n sit down there to eat..wahhaaha.have fun.ha. they aft that we are tired le.wen to take bus.haha. reach home 11. 45pm..waaa..luckily not 12 coz i promise will be home before 12. i made it.whhaaha.there is another reason y i need to go home before 12.ha. my hp low batt in the eevening time.haiz. i will die without it man. my hand is aching...haha. wanna noe y? i carry benji around n he is so heavy....i think 10 plus kg. but i loveee him.he can walk le..so cute....juz like me..whaahaha. ok see him soon..hee

miss ya..take care..

2004-09-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

ok.nothing special today.wen to pp to buy eggs n saw lisa at the bus stop.ha. never get a chance to talk to her. then wen church. i was early...wahhaha. read the newspaper lor.then ya. the life of king david n king saul. which wan do u wan?ya. tml i can get the book 5 ppl u meet in heaven..finally. hope my sis will not cheat me lor.haha. ok gtg..byeee
hsh is in a mood of reading book.if ppl have any nice book lent me read yea?
i will be glad..hee
ok take care

2004-09-23T23:23:00.000+08:00

today work ok lor. have to clean the shop. meet her for breakfast. haha. she everytime late wan. meet her 10 times she will late 10 tmes?ermm let see la huh...haha. she deny wor.then wen to work.haiz.on the bus to bugis i wanna vomit wor.dont noe y...then work work.ermm..today hit target wor.haha. i so happy. break record. wan they all to treat me.ha. anyway i think my pay not enough to buy hp la.haiz. a bit sad man. but ya. see la huh...ok nothing much. lisa u cheer up yeah?take care. any way see irmah diana n christine(my primary sch mate) today. happy..haha. finally see irmah. ok.gtg byee .i ate ice cream today. suppose to be on diet. but i ate it. some one dont allow me eat wor.keep asking me to go on diet. i will try la huh..haha..but somtime tempt to eat la.wat to do.haha. dont give me money then i no money to go but food le.ha.today actully wanna buy a storybook but ya.haah. dont noe i will read a not. then saw a black spec at straw..wanna buy but i dont think i will wear wan lor. so drop the idea of buying it.haha.ok sleeping time.byeee

miss ya..

2004-09-22T21:01:00.000+08:00

today wen ps to watch cinderalla story.finally...well today i cry in the cinema wor.she bully me.ha. joking la. my chest the muscle there v pain.haiz.then someppl still laugh at me wor. say first time see me cry. there dark la huh.. so u cant saa clearly la.ha.then in the morning my leg cramp.today is a cramp day.yesterday ate too much of ice cream ba.hee. mag u good lor. no need to do stock again.haiz. today jean call me then she ask me work wed. say got stock come.hai. for the sake of buying my hp i have to work.haha. i wan to a phone with mp3.yeah...but dont noe whether my pay enough a not. tml need to work again wor.haha. then wen walk walk @ town. bought sweets. the weighting wan. i bought $1.45 onli lor. then she keep laughing at me. say y mine so cheap.ha. coz i take a bit only wat. today a bit moody. coz i tired . not really moody la. dont worry.juz tired ba.ha. ermm... today at ps saw the president wen out of the hse wor. so grant man.haha. ok wanna end here..byee.. take care.

i trust u. will alway rmb wat u sms me ysterday de. same for me too.take care

me

2004-09-21T22:57:00.000+08:00

wen to work today. my mood today ok lor.a bit tired la.sleep late last night so ya.i ate lot of things today wor. i am full. lisa bought 2 ice cream. 1 for me 1 for sheena.sheena was cold so she dont wanna eat. i eat lor. 2 ice cream..ermmm..lisa bully me.hahah..joking. i ate them coz i dont wanna waste food.ha. everything is fine le huh..er.. well today michelle wen to pp work wor.ha. on the way she wen shopping she saw jean wor.hahah.she so unlucky..haha.tml no need work.ha. go out.yeah. ok gtg byeee...

miss u lot...see u tml..love u..

2004-09-20T22:44:00.000+08:00

mon....haiz.wake up early today to meet mag eat breakfast.finally get to eat my eggs.wahhahah. wanna eat more but need to buy a set so never eat le. then wen LA work.pay is given by mag la huh..hee.sheena,jess and lisa wen to have breakfast together. then ya lor.time pass fast.wen to cityhall then wen sch to return books.reach hm 4 plus eat my lunch.late lunch wor.ha.then wen t sleep.hee.then jean call me wor. i am blur blur.ha.ask me when i can work. i am feeling v fan.something is bothering me.but i wont say here.it will list to 10000000 things man.wahahha. hope to be happy everyday....but can i?erm...i try la huh..plz dont ask me.i wont say wan.ha. i am stubborn. tml need to work.yeah! i hate to stay at home man so bored. shuping called me in the noon.chat awhile.good to hear from her.then i say wanna buy new phone.wee.i am aiming the Sony Ericsson k700i.haha.hope my pay is enough.haha. i am still thinking wana buy mp3 player a not..haiz.dont noe la.wait till i have pay first.hee.Will u get back the amount u give out?...ha. thinking...haha.erm...ok la. gtg le.ha.hope to be free to go out with my classmate. we promise we will go out de.haha.erm.. i wanna go tan n madmonk.haiz.no ppl free to go with me man.plz go with me :( ok stop here. a boring day.hee

2004-09-19T18:51:00.000+08:00

today is sun.ermm..have fun this few days la.but she treat me like her maid wor. bully me wan.haiz.her hse so bored. no tv. well her new hse look nice but small la huh..hee.her maid is cute n funny man.eat a lot too.got 1 time eat till my stomach like wanna burst and cant walk..i was in pain while she still laugh at me.wao lau. i cant stand her. someone is selfish lei.say wanna leave a space for me hor then she put her hand there. how can i sleep?haiz.she win le lor. then ask me update my blog in her hse. i dont have the mood la.i like to do it at home wan.wahahah..i am a picky gal.hee.time pass v fast.like that days has past.ermmm...someone snore n talk while she smile wor.wahahaah.still wanna deny.ha. saw her young photo wor.wahahah.so cute gal then.now?erm...cant say.ha.then i wanna talk some to let jess they all see wan.but she took away and torn it.haiz.she ar. but i cant describe here.well.she was a child then. imagine her face round round wan. wear a dress. tied a ponytail.then smile...cute n pretty man. some even POSE very nice wor.. i wan to keep that.ha. but never mind. i got take a pic in my hp but not v clear.hope u all can see. when i go work then show u all. her room is in a mess now..ha.ask her pack 1 things can take up to hours man.loking at this and that. all her memories la huh?we count how many movies we watch before...ha. but some tickets is lost. so sad.it good to think of the past. rememder the happy times.ermm.bad time?throw away...dont keep.ha.hsh character.must learn from me.next week need to work 3 days.yeah! i can buy my mp3 player. looking forward to it man.quicky get my pay.ok nothing much le. magz i update le hor. dont say i never. this is call update. not like u write only a few sentense and sat u wanna chaos or sleep. so short.ha.now is ur turn to update.

thanx for opening up ur hse to me...hee.have lotz of fun there... 4 5683 8... see u soon...
let "fight" again n see who win next time.ha.

2004-09-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

i am lazy to blog..wahahah. today work is more free than yesterday as yesterday come stock. yesterday went to eat n was v full. tired to blog.ha.today rain v heavy at bugis. i was at popular n wanting to walk back. my whole shoe wasflood with water man. wear leather ark shoe.ha. then wen edge to buy a slipper.ha. cheap la. i wan brown but no brown. i bought white.ha. it look a bit small but i thik juz nice ba. was a bit funny.but no other shoe le. no money to buy leather ark shoe.ha. then work is ok lor.nothing fun or wat.tml dont feel like going to the outing..ha.but i am forced to go. it say stern warning wor.haizz. ok lor. drag myself to go ba.haizzzz. friday... yeah..it will be a fun day yea?
looking forward to it.cheer up
ha

miss u lotz. see u soon.

me

2004-09-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

today is tue...never wen sch today...i wanted to go wan but when i wake up i am too tired as i last nite use too much brain cell..haha. then actually wanna meet glynis but i cant. hrm...then me wen orchard to meet my classmate. haha. we are not sure where we wanna go .hang around. wanna go chinablack.wahahaha. then we wen far east to take neo-print.wahahah.fun lor. we take abt 20 min to "design" the things.haha. love them. then wen home. aft that wen bugis with my sis.then i buy 1 new hp case.wahaha. wan to go sim lim see mp3 wan but i tired le. so never go lor. ok gtg..bye..take care.. i am found?yeah!!!

thanx a lots for ur support..hee

2004-09-13T19:52:00.000+08:00

y am i doing this day aft day when i am lazy to do it?haha. i am full.something is in my mind but i dont noe wat that..haiz. v fan with it. today meet her in the morning to eat breakfast. i wan eat eggs but dont have. was a bit sad but wat to do. then when to eat a heavy lunch. work awhile. u owe me ar...then wen gaint buy things n wen home. i read finish a storybook.whaha. finally.hee. tml going sch.fri oso. got an "outing".wahha. anyway he msg me last nite. i was shock..ermm.. talk to phone wif ms tan. cant sleep as i am reflecting the things she had said. thanx pal.haizzz...

i am lost but i was found...
i think i am lost again...
now who will be there for me?...
who will help me?...
i dont noe...

by: a gal who is easily lost

eating sunday

2004-09-12T16:38:00.000+08:00

today i never wen church as i wen out wif my family.never get to see grace again.haiz. 2 weeks never go service le.sorry....today wen to eat lots of things. i think i need to go on diet le.wahhaa. 12 plus my dad drive us to geylang there to eat the smelly tofu and fried mantou.it is nice.it is near magz hse lor.whaha.my mom say singapore only have 1 and this is that store. my bro say is v smelly wan but not true to me la. at first when u eat it is a bit la. but aft a while u will get use to it le...then aft that we go jalan besar to eat famous laksa. i share with my sis. but i think i eat a bigger portion.then we wen toa payoh to shopshop.we eat the mr bean pancake.then eat mac ice cream. haizz. i am v full now.haha. need to on diet le la.whahaa. this few weeks wanna go suntan till i dark dark.whahaha. who wan join me? i oso wan work.help ar...my dad oso bring us to the place where last time they all n our grandmum still.wahaha. then they say their history.it is interesting. then they point to us where lee kuan yew stay. it is near my parents hse man. well have fun today la. but something is missing in me?what is it? i dont noe... i wanna to fill up the missing part to let myself be complete.maybe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.....haha. dont noe. ok wanna go read books le. take care ppl. miss ya.

hope to see u soon.miss ya. study hard

happy

2004-09-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

went to holland village.meet her go bugis.watch the terminal.quite funny n nice.wen walk a while n go home le. tired. think i am going to be sick soon.not feeling well.haha.tired le.stop here.byee.
a happy day..

A day

2004-09-11T08:58:00.000+08:00

today wake up super early lor...glynis say wanna meet 930 at bukit batok..haha. but never go meet le coz her hse there is raining heavily. nothing to do so decide to blog.haha. nothing much la.ermm..tonite i will update for more.hee.take care.

A early day

2004-09-10T22:21:00.000+08:00

today class end at 11 plus..wahaha. a shock to us man. then actually wanna go out but i tired. wen library to borrow 2 books. hope it is nice to pei me for my 4 weeks holiday..wahahaa. i wan to wok. need money ar..helppp.hee. today i sleep at 2 plus to 5 plus ba. in between i wake up a while to msg, ans the phone all that.haha. i really tired man. long time never have a nice sleep le.hee. i noe ppl will say i pig la huh. i finally can online at home le. i so happy can. last few days i was so moody man. cant go online at home.ha. today shall be my last day at sch. i still not sure wanna go sch on mon n tue a not..haha.see la. stay home oso bored. rather go sch n joke with them.hee.ermmm.nothing much le. ppl feel free to call me out le.i am having 4 weeks holiday wor. too bad u all dont have..wahahah.must call hor or else i wll rot at home... :( miss my friends in tn0204 . we promise to go yea?haha. i wanna go either zouk, chinablack or mad monk this holiday...vivian u say u wanna go wif me de hor.remember.. any one wanna go with me? msg me yea? we arrange..wahahaaha.go on wed.hee ladies night ma.hee. ok that all folk. see u soon. wanna go suntan....hee.

miss u

sad

2004-09-10T07:57:00.000+08:00

thur class end early. wen to orchard with friends. hai. at home i cant go online..eeeeeee.make my mood bad.haizzz.not in a mood to blog.bye

A walk to remember?

2004-09-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

Today is wed. a day which i am looking forward to.haha.coz can meet her.today the vb is very hard. i have headache when doing it man.at least there is jing t help me or else i think i will give up le.then aft sch wen home. not sure whether wan to meet her a not...scared late home.reach home like 445 then wen to change.suddenly she call...say meet me. i say ok. meet her at city hall. i was late..hee. wen bishan eat.then go home. we had a long walk..we walk from city hall to my house there.passby chinatown, walk a while see see.hee. enjoy the walk with her.she leave me alone at the bus stop...-sob-.. :( we continue to walk, buy water.
we walk like an hour.talk on the way and teach me eng?..now a bit tired le.wahaha.wanna sleep soon.tomolo test again. last paper le.yeah...haha.hope to do well..glynis u take care..see u soon..nitz ppl..

well hope we will have more chance to walk like today even though it is a bit tiring...u take care yea?dont be moody la. i will be there to cheer u up no matter wat.smile...hee.take care. see u soon.miss u.

bored day

2004-09-07T21:30:00.000+08:00

wahahah, today had test early in the morning. have been a fun day. maybe becoz holiday is coming soon we are more relax.ha.day like like usually.. onli in the afternoon, there is somethng very funny. i had install msn handwriting thing then wei chang saw it.he keep playing with christ.they were like kid go art class man.draw n draw..haha. then wei draw a pig head and say wanna hang on christ door. he ar funny man.when the class see it, we were laughing like hell. i almost burst into tears..hahaha.then wen crazy aft sch. i think i need to go check up..haha.suddenly i will tend to laugh..wahaha. thinking of the funny things that happen.will my new class be as fun as this?i hope so. ermmm.. now study thur test.haha. last paper le.heyhey.finally can really rest.ok gtg. watch tv.hee.lol.byeee.take care...

I miss u
u enjoy urself yea?haha. take care.
i trust u... so u go ahead yea?
see u tml

dear dear dear dear

2004-09-06T23:46:00.000+08:00

wen to parco work
then wen pp to meet her
shop at gaint
eat junk food
send me home
i tired le
wan go sleep soon
miss her a lot
tomolo cui birthday
happy birthday to u
take care

i miss u lot and lot and lot...

Sunday

2004-09-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

a normal day again
call her to wake her up
never went church
need to do something at home
then i went to meet shuping
at bugis
it is raining
then meet sis to go pp
there are lotz of ppl there
wen there shop for hours
onli buy 1 pant n food
wahaha
then wen LA to pass her things
see her
jean john there
talk to jean a while
ask me to go work
i say tomolo
then wen gaint
we bought mooncake
i wan to buy ice cream mooncake
but they say the ice cream can onli can last 1/2 an hour
my sis and me is like ermmm
we need an hour to travel home
but then i think melt le lor
haizzz...sad cant buy
other day ba
tomolo no going sch
wahaha
all my friends say let skip tml
one more weeks to go
i will have my holiday
yeah
fun is waiting for me..
haha
i NEED to work
i Need money
hope jean will ask me go work more
hee. i shy to ask
ppl dont say i not shy hor
i am really shy
wahaha
take care grace
nothing le
gtg to study
tue n thur test again
haizz...
but i think i am more "free" then other ploy ppl
is it i slack?ermm
need to go Evaluate myself
haha
that what i learn on fri
practise wat i have learn
hee
ok take care ppl
byee
enjoy ur everyday coz it wont turn back
seize ur days

missing her much..

Sunday

2004-09-05T22:10:00.000+08:00

Loving someone is not easy...

2004-09-04T22:13:00.000+08:00

hellooooo
today is sat
wen to sch in the morning
science class
actually dont feel like going
but wanna see my friends
meet at redhill mrt
class was pretty fun
enjoy today
take a bus to pp
shop a while
meet her
have lunch
she wen sch
i wen church for bible study
meet friend
slag a while
go bugis
go there
she need to go alredy
then i went home
eat dinner at home
now bored
alone at home
miss her
talking to jannah now
read her blog
glad her mood is better
need to study but lazy
i have been lazy lately
mon skip class?ermmm
tml meet shuping go bugis
wan to go home early study
i tired le
wan to stop here
have been taking bus go here and there
sleepy
but dont wanna sleep
dont wanna end today so early
enjoy today as i see her
muckhaha
gotten miss her lot
ppl take care
byee

u take care yea?sleep early...see u soon.